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Not much to say, except...I'm partially insane >.> that much I'm convinced of, because I have -never- been able to fit in with people IRL. Never. And whenever I try to open up to some people I consider friends they start to think I'm crazy cause I act all weird apparently, haha. I try to blame it on ADD even though I haven't really been affected by that much anymore.

I'm currently in college, as noted earlier. And let me tell you. I'm in art classes, right now. But these are the most boring classes I've ever been in, it feels like. Stagger up at 5, 6 AM, get ready, trudge off through the cold air to the bus stop, ride for 86 minutes more or less, race up to class before 8 AM...and sit there and draw. And listen to lectures. For HOURS. Eight of them to tell the truth. And the classes I'm in right now...are boring. Just drawing perspective boxes and black and white stuff, cutting shapes out, glue-ing them...yeah, -this- will help out for animation x.x I feel like Karate Kid. "Wax on, wax off..."

More on music. I know people are always hyper and shamelessly obsessive over all the 'new' music constantly. Certain people, some of which like to scream instead of sing, and who sing like dying cats half the time. I don't mind this, sometimes. I like a broad range of music and no artist in particular. I like some classicals (The climax of Ode to Joy can fit ANY. SCENARIO. INVENTED.), a few country songs just cause they're easy to listen to and make good background noise, elevator music and techno (primarily when I'm doing something tedious), the badassery metal and all those screaming idiots when I'm either in a bad mood or am hyped up in a battle in a game. I mostly have pure musicals on my computer, however - mostly from games, a wide variety of music. I even have them sorted out. Like (1) is for happy music, (2) for sad, (3) for action, (5) for TOTAL action, (5) for depression...I mean, I even collect sound effects. Hopefully I'll be able to use them soon what with my college, now.

A little about me, a little about me...as you can tell I'm having trouble coming up with stuff...hmmmm. Well...on the internet I can be hyper as hell if no one has noticed yet...IRL I'm the complete opposite, I'm shy and reclusive. I've noticed I've been less shy whenever I'm wearing sunglasses or something though, haha. Feels less...vulnerable, you know, when someone can't look you directly in the eyes. Self confidence is a hard thing to regain when you had a childhood like the one I put up with x.x I'm not being self-pitying, just...ticked off at some people for being asses at me for so long. Plus, that means I can blame them for me being shy :D

As my hobbies indicate, I love to draw. I've been drawing since I was like 2. Mostly monsters eating people. If you were to see me IRL you wouldn't expect me to draw the pics I do, and make the stories I do. I -love- dramatic stories. Not drama, itself, like..."Arrr you dumped me so I'm all angry and am going to take it out on anyone I can and get them all pissed off too" but more like...you know Rescuers Down Under? When that kid pitches off the cliff and the eagle saves him, and they're all flying around so very convincingly? That's the kind of drama I like, the one that gets you all excited and alert. I -love- that feeling, and I try to bring that to life in my stories and art, so most of my pictures include action cause I hate drawing things still life (I've done some great pictures of dragons being all acrobatic in mid-flight) and the stories I write, mostly for the characters I invent (I love making charas x3) are always packed with stuff...hardship, successes.

I've been role-playing for about 10, 11 years. I would say myself an experienced RPer, but not an "advanced" RPer as some people say it. If you don't know what that means...take a look at Furcadia x.x There are some absolute fanatics on there it just makes me sick. Like "Elitist" roleplaying that requires a dictionary, thesaurus, and abstract thinking just to figure out what the hell they're saying. My experiences in RP has made me a better RPer in a subtle manner. I've been told that its easy to respond to my posts because I leave enough 'opening' for a viable response to be typed out, so each of my own posts aren't 'closed' or anything, if that makes any sense. RP is for fun, and I love picking apart the RP to see what's going on at a deeper level; I watch how people type, how the characters act to minute detail, and I put in subtle hints in my own posts, so if they were to look that closely at mine, they'd find hidden messages and posts all in themselves. Makes it more fun. Its like watching a slow-motion movie, to me. RP takes a good LONG time, especially in Furcadia - jeez, I spent 10 hours RPing there once and we didn't even get that far - but that's mainly because it was so descriptive, you can't be -as- descriptive in WoW. So in WoW my hints are normally a lot bolder than in Furcadia since I have to compress everything.

((I'm impressed if you're actually reading all this xD I'm just bored.))

Hmmm...games I like to play are intensive ones. I obsessed over Oblivion for a good long time because I love how open-ended it was. I could just run around in-game and imagine my own storylines and...I know this will sound stupid...imagine my own charas in there so I had a 'party' running around with me. An actual intelligent one cause all the NPCs in that game are stupid as hell. Seriously. I had this ultimate hero once, saved the entire land three times in a row. And then, I go to this one quest, to get some poor villagers their gold back cause they'd been taxed of all their life savings...and the next time I walked around the city, people sounded all disappointed in me. I mean, seriously. A goddamn highwayman - a medieval murderer-ROBBER - stopped me on the side of the road and said..."I used to admire you. I should have known you were no good." .................Can you blame me if I killed him on the spot? x.x

But yeah, other games I like...I -love- Star Fox. It was my first real obsession, aside from Zelda on the SNES maybe. It has become official. Whenever I move to any new room or house or anything, I immediately christen the room by playing the original Star Fox on my Super Nintendo. I fell in love with that game, I did. Originally, my favorite Star Fox character was Slippy. I dunno why, and everyone else is all "How can you like him, he's the stupid underdog with the sucked-helium voice!" To which I always responded "Peppy is more of an underdog; an ancient rabbit who always screams 'DO A BARREL ROLL.' While Slippy was the one who -invented- the Arwing, the subs, the tanks that we use in the game. He's a technician like his dad, not a real pilot." ...Is it bad that I know that? I know the storylines behind -all- the characters. Fox's is obvious...few people know Peppy was with Fox's dad originally...Falco was a gangster, which can be understood, he stands out as an ass sometimes in the game. But you know what absolutely, totally infuriates me about Star Fox? ...If you ever knew the storylines, read the original comics, you would know Fox McCloud was engaged with a fennec fox named Fara. And then they made Star Fox, Dinosaur Planet. Who..the...FUCK...is Krystal?? And where did Fara go?? Damn, Fox, you cheating asshole xD They probably made excuses..."Oh, Fara died because we thought she was too intelligent and less sexy, so we wanted to create a blue half-naked slab of meat that Fox could have." e_e Great, ruin my favorite childhood game, you jerks.

Also...Zelda. The Adventures of Zelda. I would ask who didn't like that game, only my cousin doesn't like them, which is...weird...but its one of my favorites. From Ocarina of Time, to Majora's Mask, to the Twilight Princess...I love them all. Well...all except the first two for the original Nintendo. Those were really, really boring. And Wind Waker just had me totally upset when I found out the storyline. I was all "NOOOOOO DX" when I went underwater to Hyrule and found out what happened. I won't say anymore about it cause there might be people who haven't played it yet..or something...but yeah. Also one of my childhood heroes. I like to live in the past a lot, huh? o_o...ah well, they had more fun stuff then. Horror movies that weren't "reality" and shit. You know...monsters and stuff. Alien. That movie was great.

Huh...running out of things to say...maybe I should just stop, I've typed a -lot.- Yeah...that's enough for now. If you actually read all this, then you have earned a cookie. :D

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